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Just trying to keep living, trying to make a difference, trying to pass all my classes, and trying to be as positive as I can be. If I fail all I can do is try, try again.

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Happy New Years

2017-01-01 07:51:44 by owlgirl387

It was such a fun night. I spent it with my auntie and her two kids, it was great, first New Years we've been sober in a while. I've been sober for a little over 7 months and I feel proud. I didn't realize how proud I should be until people were offering me shots at the dance and I denied them and told them I'm sober. So many people get happy for you it's amazing. It was so good to see a lot of people, I'm literally a hermit and don't like going out much. Which made the dance pretty emotional too. My auntie/best friend's mom saw me at the dance from across the hall and she came over to me and held me for a long time. That is Leah's mom, my best friend who passed away 6-10-16. I didn't realize how bad I needed her hug and I thought of Leah because we spent almost every New Years throughout middle and high school together. Always being nuisances finding away to smoke weed and get some alcohol. Fuck I don't know how we managed it all. I cried when my auntie held me, I realized it was my first New Years without her, my first winter break without her. Fuck I usually spend Christmas break over at her house. But I haven't stepped foot in that house since I finished her quilt I made for her... Drove passed where the accident was the last two days of 2016... It feels like it just happened yesterday... I would give anything just to spend just at least a few more years, if not many decades, with her... I guess it adds to the pain of loss because I can't just go to her grave and talk to her like I do to my uncle George. She's all the way downriver, 4 villages away, hundreds of miles away... I don't know how my post just end up about her... That reminds me, when my family went to Christmas Mass I prayed to God to pass on a message to Leah and keep an extra watch on her... I'd like to think the message went on... I just miss her...

 

 


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